That’s it. I’m done with erotica.
And I’m done with it out of frustration. While I went on an exploration and became very comfortable with it, while I enjoy shooting what I shoot and am trying to create something more than simply filth, it doesn’t matter in the slightest. It’s simply filth to too many.
It’s really unfortunate.
I don’t know exactly what I’m going to do yet. I don’t know exactly how I’m going to do this. I can tell you this: I’m not going anywhere. I’m absolutely not. But I don’t know yet how I’m going to work this.
That erotica site that I run… it’s not going anywhere. I’m probably going to shut down memberships, though, and simply allow straight purchase of individual photos or sets. And videos. Or maybe not. Maybe I’ll just shut it down. I doubt I’ll shoot any more content for it unless… unless I don’t know.
I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I’m just tired of this bull crap. I sometimes want to yell out at the world to just… Argh! It’s sooooo, sooo annoying to me, this nonsense.
I can’t fight this. There is just too big of a stigma and I don’t want to be marginalized because of societal views. I’m just so tired of this.
AAAAAUUUUGGGGGH!!! It’s so frustrating. Maybe I won’t quit. I don’t know yet. I just need to vent and tell you that you’re irritating me, people. Some of you.
Hi Scott,
I’ve been reading your blog for ages, and not for the pictures! (I’m a Brat who always enjoyed your writing on BC.) I don’t know if you’re making the right decision, but I know it feels to pursue a dream and then figure out that it wasn’t necessarily the right dream for me. If you decide to move on, then congrats for just having the courage to try…that’s more than most people can say. And if this was just a rash post written in a moment of frustration, know that we’ve all been there. Good luck in whatever you do.
Jen